iseng iseng :")

everything happens for a very good reason...

everything happens for a very good reason, indeed!

always use those line to acompany me through every step i take in life.. reality is so hard to deal with infact i have this time when really 'this' thing make me struggle taking every step and then it become a very big life failure.

so i trust myself that every step i take it happen for a very good reason always and always.
and every step is a new beginning to another part of life so there is never 'enough' in every step.

every circumstances , every cycle of people friends family of everything it is the reasons that were doing things and they became the 'supporter' of your game(life) .

life is a game, and if youre cheating or you doesnt do it or finish it in the good ways , you know whats coming or going to get you, hmm sah kok jadi sok gini haha ya pokoknya begitu deh sok nih hih.

(looking forward to : 1. Class Farewell Puncak! 2. Pussycat Dolls Concert! 3. Graduation&P--m! 4. Holiday&Bali 5. Senior High School!)

a sad cry

maybe i'll start posting my quiz result from now, and i just finish this quiz 'What type of cry do you have?' and the result is....

A Sad Cry...
You hold your tears very well, until you cant take it anymore, So, you burst in crying and when you cry, no one can resist but holding you close to comfort you.. you evoke a sense of protection in people around you.

perfect

perfect... i dont know why, but i envy story from movies so much, such a perfect life , perfect everything, everything seems so nice , struggle a little bit maybe , but like the usual serial , always get a perfect guy and perfect lifeline , in real life it doesnt.

but after rethinking , maybe theres hmm different kind of perfect in every peoples life, we must fight and battle until we get this 'perfect life' so we dont have to be jealous anymore...

the serial like gossip girl 90210 or bbf its worth to watch, but dont be jealous use them as your hmm panduan apa bahasa inggrisnya doh lupa , but i want to have bf like kim bum or chace crawford:p

A Flower Garden

I just took this quiz from facebook "What Does Your Mind Look Like?" and the answer is,

Your mind is like a Flower Garden. You are the most wonderful person of this planet, positive, loving and always smiling. You never have too many friends and are always ready to help. Sometimes youre sad, cause you want to know so much about this universe no one can ever tell you. But you know life goes on and that it will work out well.

deliciousaturday!

hmm yesss, yesterday it's the most fun saturday! because of.....

tasya ask me to go to michelle's house and then i ask for permission and my dad let me so i took a bath and then change clothes, sit infront of my computer desk, i didnt want to go to fast because im watching boys before flower and can't stop watching, so i wait until tasya ask me to go,

finally, i arrived at michi's and then i go upstairs to her room and we chitchat waiting for tasya, at last tasya come and we decided too........ COOK!

yes im very hungry at that time, so we go to the kitchen and then we decided to make italiano food , hmm then kita siapin bumbu dan bahan2nya, yang adalah :

macaroni, kentang utuh, mushroom big mushroom!!!!, baken nyum, daging giling, and pedro fresh mushroom sauce, la fonte's melted cheese , garlic, and salt of course.

caranya :
singkat2 aja males nulis jadiii, hmsz, pertama2 potong dan cincang bawang bombaynya terus kalo udah lelehin mentaga terus di tumis bareng bawangnya abis ituuu masukin daging gilingnya sm pedro, kan kalo udah angkat taro piring dah sisihkan dulu, abis itu kedua tuh kupas kulit kentangnya dan potong2 mushroomnya , and again lelehin mentaga kan terus masukkin kentang dan mushroom nya tuh kalo udah di tumis dulu terus abis itu masukin pedronya again terus kalo udah cukup oh iya tambahin garam ya dua2nya haha, terus abis itu tumis bakennya ya gampang tinggal masukkin tunggu mateng, abis itu rebus makaroni terus udah kalo udah jadi deh:)

how to eat :
ambil makaroni tambah2in yang lain aja it taste good deh kalo gue michi tasya yang masak sih enak haha

dan ternyata itu bener bener enakkkkkkkkkkkk pol ga nyangka kita bisa masak kayak gitu super super duper trooper delicious :P want more!

many things to do

one more steps to uas , then everything is ..... DONE!
at lassssssst , 3 years in pl =finish :D
and many things to do after this ,?
9C farewell , i'll miss this class so much, im bless im in this class,
22May-24May :)
preparation time for graduation, wiihii gonna be fun, medley&band,
25May-26June:)
graduation, so so so so saaaaaad,
27 June:(
pr--ni-ht, its i--g-l, but will bring happiness and fun,
28 june:)
beachbeachbeach, yeeeees at last goooood 1 week in bwali,
29 june-6july:)
senior high school,new school new friends,confuse but fun,
10July:)

that is my to do list, hope it will be done perfectly!

afasbuagbaiufhas

this feeling i had is crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy......................... agniasbruiabfhsabgjsgbd

i just watch american idol seeing kris singing heartless in acoustic version itssss so cool:D
adam lambert - aerosmithh isssss cool in rock mode haha,
and danny greaaat but i don't like him altough he has a very great voice.

hateuhateu idkntw what it means, but theres someone blah blah blah , can't tell so so so long:D

pas sûr

pas sûr means = not safe/tidak aman, yang artinya hidup tuh udah gak aman which means semua tuh bisa aja bohong/palsu. why do i talk about this ? because of.....

yesterday when i went home in angkie's car we talk about this thingg that i dont want to talk about and it makes me scared, ifnt the closest person around you can do something bad.

there's more and more people that against god. and god bless us . us it means=that still believe in God:)

religious? yes. but everythings is from god and will be back to him so everything that we gonna do we must pray to him and ask everything for the best!

16.00-18.00

Today equals Fun! The "jam" thing was greeeeeeeeeeat , please repeatttttttttttttttt:"(

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

crystallize

“The ideal woman to me would be the gun-toting moll. Someone who is true blue and ready to face the world. Open to ideas and suggestion, not stubborn and closed minded.”

i forgot to tell you, that my goal already fulfilled , the goal that i achieve is i'm ready to face the reality of the world, anything and everything! And now my life are greater than before, everything seems so nice perfect and "slowly but sure" so i guess i'm happy now.If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will avoid one hundred days of sorrow~

I'cant take it any longer

2 June 2009 , Can't waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit !

clockwatching

"You can’t put a limit on anything. The more you dream, the farther you get. "